Blind Fury

i rarely get mad. people who know me know this. last night, i dont know. blind fury...anger unleashed. havent been so mad in ages. havent been so mad that i cried myself to sleep. up until now, the thoughts of yesterdays events still linger within the depths of my mind. i think i'm going crazy again. this is how i started off before. im feeling agitated again and i have no idea why. maybe its the stress. maybe what i was yearning for all summer is finally taking its toll on me. or maybe its just the freshmen batch now. man ok a few of them are nice, some are my friends already but a bunch of others are just out there 2 cause trouble. already trouble is brewing because of some idiot using my friends name to break up some relationship. others are pretty, cute, hot and others are just bitchy, asshole like and aahhhhh! i dunno!

why is there so much anger in me again. i dont like this. this is not me. or maybe it is me. the me i keep hidden. the me that comes out when i cant keep things in me anymore. i need an outlet. my only outlet is sports. but i dont have the time outside school and in school, the facilities suck at the moment.

then again, even if i have this anger pent up in me, im still glad 2 have a little bit of self control. when my friends of three different batches wanted 2 hit on that guy last nyt, i told them not 2. its not worth it and it will only make things worse. haaay. sometimes, im just too bloody friendly and nice. sometimes i trust people too much. maybe i should go back 2 being cold again. though i cud never be cold for long periods of time.

enough for now.

The Abyss of Unknown Strands

Several unidentified strands of hair like components begin to grow in a deep dark place...an abyss as some may call it. Researchers have set up several teams to explore this unusual world. A world where only the toughest and most daring of men may go as they will be shrunk to microscopic size and stay there for a week. This is the tale of man who survived this journey. A man known only as Jabar.

Jabar agreed to all the conditions and risks involved in this experiment and before he left, he bid farewell to the world. The journey to the abyss was weird enough with light rays encircling him, his body shrinking and everything getting larger and larger. As soon as he reached his destination, he was not prepared for this revelation.

According to him, the strands were like tall shrubs which insulated the area. Apart from that, there were several creatures looking forward into making him minced meat but he warded them off with a cream based solution called “High Endurance”. The abyss had a surface that was constantly moisturized. Eventually he ran out of “High Endurance” and made a home within the strands of the abyss. These strands kept him well insulated and infused him with an odor native to the creatures. He became one with the abyss and after returning home, he went back never to return again.

Researchers eventually named the abyss the Arm Pit as they discovered it is a pit under the arms of human beings. Sweat glands are always active and bacteria often linger here. As for Jabar, he never returned after his second trip. Researchers named the arm pit’s odor after him because on his first return, he was wet and smelly.

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